January

January seems to be flying by - which with all of the snow we are getting is a good thing. I'm so ready to start getting back outside for training - biking and running. Though I still do most of my running outdoors - some days it is really tough.

Things are progressing with Divorce - I guess --- lawyers are such a pain but necessary. Otherwise - I'm OK....just OK ... lots of times sad and hurt - and then I get together with my girlfriends and all is forgotten - we have so much fun together. I have lots of new friends lately - I think now that I am less sheltered by soontobeex - though he wanted to go out more - I avoided it because of his drinking problem. Now I feel like I can accept more invitations - parties, or just going to the movies, etc. and have fun with friends. Also a lot of my friends are the same as me - either runners or triathletes which makes it fun to do stuff - we plan things around our workouts.

Onward and upward - to more positive attitude and days I hope.